Update: Dang, I haven’t updated in so long… well, hello my WordPress. Let’s see the past two months have been crazy, I’ve been in such chaotic situations, I can’t even describe… One complication leads to another… Then again, a simple life would be too boring.
Honestly, I don’t know what to say… It’s not fair. I’m so frustrated, I’m just going to rant. At first, it wasn’t even you… You came later… Then, this became a “competition” or some game for you. You played the game very well. There were many rounds. I’ll admit, you lost some, won some… but only the result matters, right?
You won first place but you threw away the prize.
He gave up for us… what became now, nothing. Unfortunately, and I’m not going to lie, I’m not angry, I’m just frustrated and upset. And I’m sorry, that past weekend was all my fault… I won’t blame you… I just wish I could rewind and replay that weekend over again… I hate this, I wanted to talk to you, just us, about everything… I was willing to open my door to you… but even before I got to unlock myself, you slammed the door shut. Is that even possible? I still have a lot to say to you… I want to thank you for many things and apologize for other things… Would you just give me another opportunity to talk it out with you? I’m not asking for another chance… I’ll accept your decision… I just want to clear this fog inside of me up.
So I fell for you too late, is that right? Why does it seem like I’m always lagging behind everyone else…
Advice for the week: Beware of an opporunity too good to be true.
Currently listening to 못헤 by 4men.
